I can’t do it. I keep thinking I can, but it seems I can’t.
Somewhere deep down is either the drive to do it, which is in turn hindered by all the other things (read: crap, stress, interests, fear, time) keeping it down…..
or…
it’s weak.
The only thing I know is that when it happens, something will have to die.
Those were the last things my patient told me before the incident. And I can’t tell you anything else. I shouldn’t have even said that. Not without a court order.
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